En is lost.
I started my day in a mess! I forgot to set my alarm clock the day before:x I was totally late today. I weigh myself and 'WA!' is the reaction with my eyes wide open. I'm shocked and same time feeling scared to see my weight decreasing day by day. Yes, it decreased again. My mum says don't try so hard to lose weight, but the fact is, I didn't.
It seems like I don't know who I am now and what am I doing, my mind is blank and all I want to do is to stop thinking and sleep.
This is the feelin of 'lost'.
Now that I'm lost, I have nothing to say. I created hope but defeated by fate. There's no courage, there's no strength and I'm tired.
And yes, I'm a little upset. I wish to cry all this out, but I held back my tears. Cause I don't want to accept the fact that I'm actually lost without you.
Love, en <3
Monday, July 05, 2010
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