i just happen to know my birthday present for last year. hmm.. its kinda touching even its till now. I really feel the deepest of his heart. Even though i'm nothing to him now, but i just want to have some respond from you. Is that so difficult? Friends also can't be? You're so cruel.

I feel so regretted for thanking you in the beginning. You've change so much. Such a realistic person. Always welcoming the new. From now onwards i will forget everything memory of you. Not even thinking to treat you as a friend anymore.

Shit shit and more shit.

Kad is so into music now. Thats good for him. Hope he will persevere. Music is such a beautiful thing in life. Just like him. He is one of the perfect piece in my heart. I can't possibly live without MUSIC. Its my life, my everything. I just simply love it so much. It warms and heart and cool my mind. I just simply enjoy so much of him. I love you so.

Alright everyone. Its decided. I'm going away straight after my diploma for my music degree.... yeah. I want all your support in order to make my dream come true. Wee..... Ok i shall upload my MACAU pictures... ... ... soon.