Oh yeah, im blogging from CCK.

Another boring day. I know i shouldn't use the word boring, cause to some people it might be a happy day. Its like you're paid for doing nothing and this feeling sux. There's no balance in this industry. Where's there nothing to do, you really have nothing to do. When there's things to do, you will have tons of things to do. There's no way you can spread your task evenly cause you have to meet DEADLINES!!

And then there's no OT pay. -_- According to MOM (ministry of manpower), any pay lesser than $2.5k will be entitled to OT pay. Some says there's no OT pay for this type of working field cause its all project based. Its something like "i don't care how are you going to complete this, whether you don't eat don't sleep or work OT every day, just submit this to me within deadline."

I hate this field.

Yah yah, you don't care cause you're not the one doing it (im not saying my boss, im saying someone else's boss. I got a nice boss here by the way.. just that no OT). My dad asked "are you given enough time to complete the project? Is the deadline way too ridiculous?" He's right. We are actually working under ridiculous timeline most of the time. So in conclusion, we do deserve an OT pay. Right? If not stop giving us project so last minute.







Okay enough of ranting.. cause way too bored =x









And some photo update on my date at Jewel Box.... lalalalala~
very nice place, great ambience.

While waiting for our cabin... haha. Nice (:

We were told that the whole experience is 1.5 hours (which is 3 rounds, 30mins 1 round). And they will be serving a starter, a main course and then a dessert.
Our starter on board. Eeeeks. Such a small and pathetic portion, and you can simply finish it up within 5-10mins.

So after finishing that starter, i got like 20mins to spare. Take some photos.

and of course picture of MEEEEE. :D

this picture like don't look like me leh..

this is more Me.

okay so after 30 mins, we've arrived at the same starting point and then Main course is served. WALAO!!!!! What is this?!!!! DISAPPOINTING!!!!

"Okay, i shall have the prawn first and then have the fish when its coming back."

I finish the prawn within 5 mins. OMG! WTF?! Sibei BTH!! Don't care already, just eat lah!!!

Finish eating then take photo again cause really nothing to do =s Very beautiful resort world (:

And then last round, DESSERT! OMG, i think i can finish this in less than 5 mins. Totally sian. Zzzz.

Indeed, finished up quite fast cause its not alot. Im so happy when the whole journey is ending cause this is way too boring (and unromantic). First thing to do when alight, TOOOOOOILET!!!

The toilet is so high class and relaxing!!!! It'll be great if there's someone inside playing a harp or something... HAHAHA! NICE!

I don't recommend sky dining. Its waste of time and the food is not nice either. If you want to experience sky dining, i would recommend you buy a one way tix (either to or fro) and then pack some snacks (or Mac?). Eat when you are hanging in mid air. And it might taste even better. And so much cheaper. Right? Grrrrr...








Wasn't feeling well yesterday, head feel so heavy and giddy but thinking about its his last day.... aiyah, GO LAH GO LAH!! Tadah! Indeed not very good. So cold, i got not enough to wear, head spinning, computer got problem blah blah blah....

Oh well.. I miss him.

He's right. I miss his nonsense, his existence,  his voice... Awwwwww :(
Hope he's doing fine out there hahahaha..
So envy him last day, and im here at CCK rotting away.







I had some emotional issues yesterday.
一旦失去了，就不能在从来。         
I mean if you really want to treasure me, then treasure me from the start. Why is it people only tend to realize when its gone?

I came to think, actually im not really 没人要. I don't know why, but there's no love anymore. I can't seem to accept anyone. Even if there's feeling, i just can't seem to accept. Like something is missing. It feels like absence of Faith, Trust, Passion and Hope.

I've lost faith in love.
I've lost trust in love.
I've lost the passion for love.
I've lost hope for love.

No more love.
So please give up, and stop trying to enter my world.

Im weird.
Maybe its just an excuse. I've start to step back, im just not ready to move forward.
That's all.









To Uncle,

I love how Uncle talks to me. You're wise, and i feel like a child. Talking to you make alot more sense and your reply is always so rational.  I don't know how am I like to you, hope you don't mind my childishness. I'm really happy that you're part of the story in my life, and I hope to have you in all the chapter of my life from this moment...

Love,
en